爱 sillybaby

FEB

2012-02-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hello Feb!

hope you will treat me better than Jan... :3

220112

2012-01-22T17:45:00.002+08:00

today is chinese new year eve.. im here to do spring cleaning for my blog.. i really need to update more on my blog.. so that in future i can still come and read what happening things have happened. LOL..

i miss my babyboy.. :3

2012

2012-01-01T16:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2012 MY DEAR BLOG!!

31122011..

2011-12-31T03:10:00.004+08:00

i didnt manage to post on christmas.. went to frens chalet to celebrate bday and christmas.. and kinda lazy to rmb and write down what have happened there.. but overall is FUN.. :D

31122011..

so fast another year is over.. this year im celebrating it as single.. and do you believe 2012 is the end of the world? lol

♥

2011-12-15T09:47:00.001+08:00

MEOW ~ ♥

2011-11-28T21:12:00.002+08:00

jus a random post..

i will stop drinking so much le. i dont wan everytime wake up cant rmb what i did last night.. when hear from my frens i was crazy.. -.-

幼稚也是一种美

2011-11-25T17:22:00.002+08:00

i missed the two nice dates on my blog.. but manage to post on my fb.. hehe.. things seems like getting better but suddenly turning bad again. :( hais.. i guess 2011 isnt really the yr for me.. really hope 2012 will be a good year for me..
nov is ending soon.. time is moving fast.. but im jus either walking on the spot or walking too slow.. i didnt manage to change like how you changed..

Once a #Taurus falls in love, it is hard for them to give up or move on. :)

2011-11-10T17:35:00.002+08:00

tml will be 11.11.11 le.. but i guess its jus another normal day for me.. have to work.. no date.. no one date.. LOL!

anw.. nothing much happen.. still the same old winnie.. jus that she is missing someone who doesnt miss her.. and even mia from her.. =x

thanks for bring back the smile..

2011-10-23T06:50:00.002+08:00

this is my beloved baobei.. she is there for me whenever i drink and end up crying.. she will always give me hugs to make me feel im not alone..

this is ah beng larry.. he has the power to make me smile.. i dont know why.. :D

thanks for bringing back my smile when i lost it.. :) ♥

pay some attention to me can?

2011-10-11T23:04:00.001+08:00

i also want some attention from you...

but seems like im going to lose to her forever...

i need you too... :/

10th..

2011-10-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

today its 10 Oct..

so fast one mth le.. lol.. but actually its jus another day~

going orhorh le.. eyes closing.. =x

smile...

2011-10-10T03:26:00.001+08:00

my smile will be there.. be it real or fake..

you can never tell the differences..

sometimes....

2011-10-08T14:30:00.003+08:00

sometime i jus wonder..

how far can we go.. when i think of this i will emo and stop thinking le.. the more i think the more im scared..

2011-10-02T17:13:00.002+08:00

Helloo.. im one day late to welcome you October..

but i change my hairstyle to welcome you~~~ LOL!

guai kia~

2011-09-24T02:21:00.001+08:00

lalala~ im here to update.

jus one pic. :P

:>

2011-09-21T12:06:00.002+08:00

lalala~
looking towards to Saturday~ things are changing.. isit something good or bad.. =x

:c

2011-09-20T11:55:00.001+08:00

im sorry.. but your words really hurts..

sillyegg~ :D

2011-09-16T18:09:00.002+08:00

start the post with this sillyegg's pic~
hehee.. cute right~~~!?
it represent me sia.. i requested for my expression sia.. dont know will it come true not.
hor~~~~~!!? hehee..

gonna stop here.. :D

:)

2011-09-08T01:05:00.004+08:00

Fuck life like how guy fuck girls! LOL

i miss you

2011-09-06T17:30:00.002+08:00

Jus came here to have a random post.. suddenly felt moody!
Jus now there are alot of things in mind i wanna post.. but dont know why suddenly my mind went blank.. LOL..

my mummy went back hk for fren's wedding.. left me, albert and papa at home.. =x somemore now school holi papa is like at home with my cat.. think abt it like so freaking lonely can.. =( even my cat also miss mummy le.. everytime i went back to room 'she' will be crying to look for ppl.. when i open my door she will sleep near my door jus to look at me. its like she wan to make sure she is not alone.. hais. i dont know what im typing anyway.. LOL

shall stop this boring post le.. byee~

2011-09-01T12:10:00.001+08:00

WELCOME SEPTEMBER..

hope it will be a good month!! :)

2011-08-15T17:20:00.002+08:00

here to clear websss~~
dont think there are ppl here reading me type.. but.. im still here talking to myself. hehee.. i have been clubbing and drinking much recently.. good and not good. :)
know quite a handful of new frens and meeting up of old frens.. its like so cool can.. i miss hanging out with them.. but too bad.. weekdays i cant.. =x
nvm.. next wed going ph~~
celebrate my piglet's bday with his frens and my baby his darling. gonna make him drunk again!! wahahahaahaha~ *evil laugh*
okk~ shall stop here le.. :D

ohya.. this yr 7th month like scary can.. hope faster over!! =x

礼物

2011-07-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

痛苦是你给的礼物..

打开让记忆更清楚..

只好再假装快乐..

紧紧的绑住..

眼泪是你给的礼物..

地址是不怎么幸福..

送到无法相爱的国度..

我会努力比你更幸福..

im not emo.. just like the meaning.. :)

2011-07-22T11:40:00.002+08:00

went for a ECG scan ytd.. cos im always suffering from heart pain.. the doc give me muscle relaxer to ease the pain.. but i dont dare to take it.. cos will cause drowsiness.. =x nothing much to update.. jus dont wan my blog to be left dead like my heart.. LOL

okkkk! no emo post today. cos winnie must walk out of that emo world le.. i have to be the happy girl im suppose to be.. jiayou wor!! :D

我寂寞寂寞就好...

2011-07-17T23:20:00.004+08:00

humans are kinda weird..

when they have something/someone.. they wont cherish it..

but when someone took it away from them..

and when its gone..

then they will realise.. actually that something/someone is alr in their life..

they got used to having that something/someone le..

and they will regret why didnt cherish them earlier on..

will regret..

but..

everything is just too late..

是原来那个我　
不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦　
对着镜子我承诺　
迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容　

不算什么爱错就爱错　
早点认错早一点解脱

　
我寂寞寂寞就好　
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱　
就让我一个人去痛到　
受不了伤到快疯掉　
死不了就还好

　
我寂寞寂寞就好　
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑　　
我就不相信我会笨到　
忘不了赖着不放掉　
人本来就寂寞的　
借来的都该还掉　
我总会把你戒掉

　
还是原来那个你　
是我自己做梦你又改变什么　
再多的爱也没用　
每个人有每个人的业障因果　
会有什么什么都没有　
早点看破才看的见以后　

我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱　
就让我一个人去痛到　
受不了伤到快疯掉　
死不了就还好

　
我寂寞寂寞就好　
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑　
我就不相信我会笨到　
忘不了赖着不放掉　
人本来就寂寞的　
我总会把你戒掉

i guess its jus another emo post for me..

going sleep le..

hope i wont be crying again.. :)

2011-07-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

FUCK OFF IF YOU DONT LIKE MY POST!

NO NEED TO REPORT TO HIM WHAT I POSTED!

THIS IS MY BLOG! I CAN POST WHATEVER SHIT LIKE!!!

NOT HAPPY GO CLICK THE [X] THERE!!!!!

THANKYOU VERY MUCH!!!

2011-06-19T18:26:00.004+08:00

found out that i have left my blog alone here for quite some time. =x didnt have much to update sia. or should i say im jus lazy to spam the photos here. hmmm. =x

have been enjoying my SINGLE life~~~

can go out with whoever i want. whenever i like. do not need to report to anyone. hahaah..

im loving it~~! :D

:)

2011-05-25T02:02:00.001+08:00

18 may!

2011-05-18T12:11:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to MYSELF!

its 18 may today.. im another year older again.. i have lots of cake this year. till now i have alr recieved 2 bday cakes le. and add on later jiejie's cake will be 3! woo~ jealous not?! hahaha..

nth much to update.. but actually i have alot of photos to post.. my quite lazy to transfer into my new lappy..

OH YA.. my parents got me a laptop as my bday present!! althought its not those newest/fastest type.. but the tots really counts.. im super touched sia!!! :D

i may have lost something.. but i gained back something more important!! hehee

i love my family! :D

:)

2011-05-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

will edit my blog when im free. :)

its all over.
we both agreed to it.
its a peacefully agreement. :)
takecare dear! :D

clearing webs~

2011-05-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

so now...

what's going to happen? let this drag on? LOL

long time didnt update this little space of mine le. in jus 15days more. im another year older le. hope this year can celebrate in diff way. :)

2011-04-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

dear blog.

if tml im not that busy.. i will flood/spam you with photos. :)

pls be prepared. :D

spam with love

2011-03-29T12:21:00.021+08:00

lalala~ spam photo of me and meiii~~~~ when im free. i will spam my own photos~ :D

counting down to 2plus plus days~

2011-03-20T15:04:00.004+08:00

OMGGG!

im so in love with this photo!!!

never edit before de lorrr

miss the past time we spent tgt

2011-03-16T15:06:00.007+08:00

lalala~

went to our blog jus now. looked thru all the posts we posted. i really miss those good old days. we can jus meet up every sat doing nothing. and flood our phone with lots of photos. then we will flood our blog. hahaa. hmmm. i guess is becos of that incident caused us to drifted. and becos of HER *no name mentioned, if you think is you then is you lor* :)

anw. i miss you, baobeii. :3

updateeeee

2011-03-04T12:13:00.008+08:00

lalala~ didnt update my blog for quite somtime le. hehee. also no one read. so will only update when there's pic bahh. hmmm. here are the photos we took when we went out on 12feb. didnt upload all. cos alot are funny but unglam de. oops. :D

ALL MY PHOTOS... SPAMMMMMMMM~~~~

like finally? ♥

2011-02-16T19:10:00.002+08:00

FINALLY~~

♥*YER YER YER*♥

♥♥♥♥♥

2011-02-11T09:22:00.003+08:00

lalala~
here to post a small special post for my bendan. im quite touched seeing what he wrote. he rejected his fren's invitation for gathering just becos we had plans to celebrate Valentine's day earlier this sat. :)

bendannnnnnnnn. thanks. love you lotslots!!!! *insert manymanymany hearts*

but. why he seems weird since wed's night. hmmm. whyyyyyy??? suddenly so sweet then suddenly like tat. sad sia. =x

:DDDDDD

2011-02-10T08:01:00.006+08:00

hmmm. how should i start today's post.
ytd bendan suddenly ask me. Valentine's day want go where? hahaa. he's qns stun me awhile sia. cos i tot he's the type dont really celebrate de bahh. hehee. and and and. he rmb the promise. our ring~~~ suppose to buy on our 1st year, but ytd he say why not make it on this wkend. :)

WOOOOOO~ happydieme!!! :DDDD but really hope nothing will cock up suddenly. long time never dress up and go out with my idiot le. =x must try take many many photo. flood my fb and my blog. muhahahahahaha~~~~

anw. this post i started to type from 8am but only manage to post it at 1pm. LOL! the calls non-stop sia. D:

2011-02-01T16:55:00.004+08:00

today is 1st of feb.
31 days have past in 2011. its like so de fast lor. hmmm. does this also mean end of the world is nearing too? 0.o LOL! think too much le bahh. Anw. chinese new year is jus two days away. :)
can i have more hongbao plssssss?! im a good good girl. :DD

today also is me and bendan's 10month anni. :)
cant meet him today. cos goin have dinner with parents and uncle at my bro's new work place. =x sorry bendan.

two more months.

idiot, dont forget what you promise wor. hehee.

today's mood was affected by something i saw.

you said no. but still dont feel good in my heart. D:

i miss you. but i wonder did you miss me? =x

should i ?

2011-01-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

DO SUPPORT MY DARLING'S BLOGSHOP : http://wants-perfection.weebly.com/
the rings are just $7 each!!!

i like this few rings and necklaces sia. should i get them all. hmmmm

the necklace is selling just $10 each!

emo...

2011-01-13T12:17:00.002+08:00

Now listening to 孫燕姿's 了解.. Love the lyrics.. EMO!

等於結束的愛情　我和你　從兩個窗口看出去
往事遠遠地　演著一場無聲的電影　沒人注意...

躲著回憶的生體　帶領我　和你的名字向前進
作廢的曾經　留在離開你那天　揮不去

因為太了解所以很傷心　沒有你只好聽著風的呼吸
卻有種叫做時間的東西　說沒問題　最後我們會痊癒

因為太了解我無法堅定　這一次會要掉眼淚的決定
有些遺憾只能一個人聽　很對不起　我還是珍惜　所有的事情

2011-01-02T01:54:00.001+08:00

today is casper's birthday.

BUT.. bendan dont wan go vivo to get him his birthday cake. what kind of owner is this. sighhhh. =/

1st post in 2011

2011-01-01T00:05:00.005+08:00

this is the first post of this year! hope it will be great!

Happy 2011 people. :)

and

Happy 9th months BENDAN!

31.Dec.10

2010-12-31T08:22:00.005+08:00

Today is the last date in 2010. It seems so fast. but when i think back. Actually, its quite a long and bad year for me. So many things happen - good or bad.
2010 started in a very bad way for me. i got dumped on the very first day of 2010. cried like nobody's business. LOL. then becos of this i met a fcuker who played with my feelings. hahaa. *like so suey can* this is all the bad things i can think of right now.
but thanks to him i got to know quite a few new frens - xuan. :) and thru xuan i got to know my bendan(L). hehee. :D this is one of the good things happened to me in 2010.

really hope that next year will be smooth and much better. i want more happy things to happen. ^^
now im working so wont blog so long le. everyone who happen to read this post.
All the best to all of YOU!

D.I.Y

2010-12-24T19:28:00.001+08:00

bendan's bday cake.

his bday cake

i draw myself de. not tat nice but at least is my own hand design de. hehee.

YEAHH~ my lens arrived!

2010-12-21T12:19:00.001+08:00

the two pink lens

the two violet lens

feeling sick suddenly. =X

i want~ i want~ i want~

2010-12-16T13:38:00.002+08:00

i wan this cakeeee~~~~!!!!!!!!

happybirthday love!

2010-12-15T09:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED STUPID/IDIOT/BENDAN~~

finally turn 21 le worrr~
now working cant really blog. =x shall blog again next time.

last but not least.

i love you many many... so you must love me more k?!

2010-12-14T13:07:00.002+08:00

this movie is freaking nice!! 5 STARS!!! watched tis last sat with bendan. super cute and funny. really enjoyed it. even bendan who doesnt like to watch cartoons also enjoyed it. hehee. =D

go watch it before its gone. ^^

cute pets with cast

2010-12-08T12:41:00.007+08:00

lalala~
jus being random to update my blog. found all these cuteee pictures online.

foooood

2010-12-07T15:23:00.003+08:00

THIS IS SAMURAI BURGER.

to me it's freakingggg nice!!!!! those who haven try should go try.
but the price abit ex la. =X

i am who i am

2010-12-04T16:52:00.007+08:00

last post was like 2 wks ago sia. and i jus left my blog here to rot. so bad lor hor. =X

ok la.. now should update abit. my parents are still at Canada, think will be coming back in 3 wks time. and it's snowing over that side lor! *super jealous! papa say very cold, ard 4-6 degree only. 0.o i miss them but when they are not ard. i can stayover at my bendan hse. hehee. =3

now that dumb piggy is napping again. hahaa. should upload the D&D's photo when im free in office. cos all i save in office com. hahaa.

oh ya. few days ago was me and bendan's 8th months. didnt got chance to blog. =P

jus a short post today. will update again soon. =D

SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER. CANT CHANGE FONT COLOUR!

can i be treated like a princess?

:(

2010-11-19T11:24:00.000+08:00

YOU

2010-11-08T23:23:00.004+08:00

Just now saw jia xuan when i was on my way home in bus. although only manage to spend time tgt for a few stops with her. but its enough for me to feel tat she has really grown up alot became more chatty. LOL! she was quite shy at fisrt when she jus saw me cos she cant really rmb me. =/ but after awhile she rmb me le.

she rmb last time i taught her when she was 3yrs old. she rmb last time i always tie hair for them. she rmb me and my ex brought her out shopping. she rmb we bought her ring and earrings when shopping. she rmb i gave her a BIG doggie soft toy on her birthday which is much much bigger than her. and she even name it baby. lol. she still hugs it at home. ^^
But. one thing she didnt change, she still have that shy and silly smile on her face. =D

seeing her really bring back lots of flashbacks...

i taught her when she was 3 (n1).
when she was in n2 im not her form teacher anymore. but i still spent time with her cos she is always almost the last child goin home. LOL. Now she is 5, studying in k1 le.

wahhhh. see how time flies...

If i dont get to know you. I wont get to know you. If i dont get to know you. I wont get to know you. It can jus go on and on.
So the main thing is YOU.
For all those you i got to know. I'm glad i've met and knew you. =D

Let the photo talk

2010-11-02T13:16:00.035+08:00

Let the photo tell the story~
went uss on Halloween night. here are some pic.
working now no mood to type more le. got pissed off by a fucking woman who keep hello hello hello. deaf isitttt!!!!!!
RAWR~~~~!!!!~!~!~!~!~!~

GHOST PHOTO~

alot my stupid funny photo

ME and DINA

GROUP PHOTO

i want $$$$$$. =P

2010-10-20T13:23:00.005+08:00

photo of the day - hoodiie pooh

im here to update my blog. cos my dear mei GRACE CHEW went to write on my fb wall ask me to 'update my stupid blog lah'. LOL. but. i dont have anything interesting to update lehh. how sia?

this month spent quite alot sia. ordered 4 maxi dresses online.

not bad right. hehee. but i scared later i cant wear how. =/ anyway. they will arrive to me next wk. cos its instock. =D

then last sun went shoping with Oink. then bought facial products, shoes and clothes... lol. lucky this month i did quite alot of ot[s]. think next month pay will be much more. hehee. now till pay day i must try not to spend so much le. =/

shall stop typing le. @work now. oh ya. later have an hr of ot again. =/

New Love~ ##Dragon Fruit##

2010-10-13T12:33:00.003+08:00

after the first try of this red flesh dragonfruit at bendan's ah ma hse. im so in love with it~ =P
this few days keep getting dragonfruit for lunch. but the uncle say goin oos le need wait till the supplier come then can. =( HOW~??!
anw. i lunch time got nothing much to do. went to search what nutritious this fruit have. this is what i have found and i cant believe its so good for the body! =D

All the beneficial dietary fiber, vitamin C and lots of water, which gives it the soft creamy texture when eaten fresh.

Fiber: Like many healthy, nutrient rich fruits, dragon fruit has lots of dietary fiber with almost 1g of fiber per 100g of the fresh fruit.

Cholesterol: Need not to worry about the cholesterol level as dragon fruit is both low in cholesterol and has little to no unhealthy cholesterol producing fats. You might wonder why even mention dragon fruit cholesterol levels, but because of the number of seeds in the pitahaya fruit flesh, you do see some nutrients regularly seen in nuts and seeds as well as nutrients more typical of seedless edible fruits.

Vitamin C: Along with large amounts of beneficial dietary fiber, pitahaya fruit is also a great source of Vitamin C giving you almost 50% of your recommended daily Vitamin C intake requirements in 100g of the dried pitahaya fruit.

Antioxidants: Eat dragon fruit as an excellent natural source of anti-oxidants which help to prevent the dangers of free radicals which can cause cancer and other undesirable health detriments.

Fats: Interestingly, pitahaya fruit does have a small amount of fats because there are so many seeds in the edible part of the pitahaya fruit. There can be literally thousands of the small black seeds in any given dragon fruit, and like most seeds and nuts they have both fats and protein in them even though the flesh of the fruit itself has virtually none.

Many fruits we eat have the seeds removed. We may not even think of them as seeds for fruits like apricots, peaches, apples and the like, so we tend to think of fruits as being completely fat and protein free. You would never eat an avocado seed, but you do eat pitaya fruit seeds. It would be literally impossible to remove the seeds from dragon fruit unless you pressed it through a strainer, as the seeds are very small and mixed evenly in the flesh. Fortunately these are mostly the healthy mono-unsaturated fats

love love

2010-10-10T22:11:00.004+08:00

A touching story, i saw while bloghopping. spend some time reading it. ^^

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

“I can’t”

“Why? You need to study at home?”

I felt disappointment grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail.
I don’t know why…
Then one day…

Me: "Um, Jin, I …

Jin: "What…don’t drag, just say.."

Me: "I love you.

Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home."

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many… Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: "Jin…"

Jin: "Here…take this…"

Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me: "What’s this?"

Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye. "

Me: "Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?"

Jin: "Today? Huh? "

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted…

“Wait…”

Jin: "You have something to say? "

Me: "Tell me, tell me you love me…"

Jin: "What?!"

Me: "Tell me!"

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.

“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

That was what he said. Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily…
How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl…
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me… as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: "Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?"

I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: "I don’t need it. "

Jin: "What….why… "

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: "I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!"

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.

He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…

Me: "You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! "

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then… Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…

But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.

“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!”

That sound, so terrifying. That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days…
when we were in love… “One…two… three…”
That was how… I started to count the dolls…

“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”

It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”

I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??”

I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”

It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.

“I love you~” “I love you~” “I love you~”

Those words came out non-stop. I…love you…
Why didn’t I realize that….
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll,
the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is?
We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy…
If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday…
till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me.
Why? Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that… and for that reason…
to me…
it became courage…
to live a beautiful life….

Isnt the story a touching one? After reading this dont you think you should cherish your love ones more?
i love you my dear beloved oinkoink

101010

2010-10-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

lalala~ im here to update. cos i like the date today! it's 1o.1o.1o!
Isnt it coooool~ hahaa.not much happen. this few wkkes have been very tiring for me. have been working 2 sat shift and 3 more to come, that means i have to work 5 sats. jus becos they have to go cos. -.- nevermind. im paid ot for working more. hehee. 1.5 times sia!!! wooooot!

3 YEARS lorrrrrr~

2010-10-05T16:36:00.005+08:00

Today is 5.Oct.10.

Is me and mei de 3 YEARS SISTERSHIP~~~~

Didnt know tat we can last so long. lol. We have went thru many ups and downs and you are always by my side no matter is happy or when im sad. You have seen me cried the most. Im sorry for not always there for you when you need me. But im really glad to have you in my life. I believe all these are fate. Fate brought us tgt. Hope we can really last till we get old... hahaa. Sound like we couple sia. LOL!

Winnie rabbit love Grace hamster lots lots! *YOUR FAV COLOUR!*

It's Our 6Month aka Half year.

2010-10-01T10:02:00.010+08:00

yar yar yar yar~ *only bendan know what is tat*

Today is 1st of another month. heheeee. It's Our 6Month aka Half year.

So fast yet so slow. i should keep everything short and sweet. I LOVE YOU EUGENE YEO BENDAN!! *short enough?* ok la. jus a short short one coming up. =3
Ytd before goin to sleep was on the phone with bendan. then he so cute lorrr. before hang he said SOMETHING but i didnt hear him cos of bad reception so he repeated the second time but i still cant hear him. In the end. he repeated the third time then i got him. LOL. so cute lorrrrrr! \^o^/
hmmm. At work now. quite bored. calls coming in on and off. 30mins more to lunch time jiu can rest le. *i started this post ard 10. but the time i type finish was 11am. =x=*

Another 4 more days will be me and mei de 3RD YEAR LE~~~~!!! wooooooooooooooooooooo.

Word of the Day.

FON - Full Of Nonsense.

HAHAHAHAHA~

FML! SUCKY DAY!

2010-09-29T23:33:00.007+08:00

TODAY IS A SUCKY DAY!!!

I super x10 dislike today!!!
Firstly. I nearly got knock down by a fcuking driver who i think have colour blind. It's red light le all the other three lanes de cars all stop le. That bloody driver jus vooom pass the traffic light. Lucky i was walking slowly today cos replying bendan's sms. If not. Think i will be lying @SGH le. LOL! Secondly. Dont wanna talk abt it le. It's jus a small thing. But..... sighhhh. Actually jus now otw home i was thinking how i wish i was knocked down by that bloody driver. Then things will not be like jus now like that. =x Lol.
Jus wanna write down how im feeling now while waiting for my hair to dry. hmmm. goin off to call my bendan den go sleep le. Good nights!

Love Love

2010-09-27T12:19:00.003+08:00

Jus a short update. didnt notice i didnt update my blog for 11days le. Lol. anw. also no one come and read de. so i guess it doesnt matter. hahaa.
Jus wanna say. I super LOVE this few days. cos dont know what hits my bendan. he become soooo sweet this few days can. keep hugging me. hahaa. not say he normally dont hug me la but not so sweetly? hahaa. better dont say anymore le. Later SOMEONE say i keep saying his bad things in my blog lor. horrrrrrr~~~ LOL!

updateeeee

2010-09-27T11:37:00.005+08:00

Overdue photos took on Gavin's birthday.
me and mei zilian while waited for gin at mrt station. lol. not much photo. but super miss those good old days. we can jus go crazy while taking photos. hahaa. i would always get grace's unglam snap shots. HAHAHAHAHA~ now she is vey well train by me. always ready to take photo. hahaa. Love graceeeeeee~

i look super freaking ugly. =(

♥bite

2010-09-16T08:51:00.006+08:00

hey people who ever come to my blog. Look at this photo. Dont it look like a heart♥ shape? LOL! It's a mosquito bite i've recieved ytd. super cute lor. I'm wondering.... Could it be bendan who send tat mosquito over de. HAHAHAHAHA~~ *shy*

I'm really tired. =( Every morning have to dragggggg myself off the bed to get myself ready to work. lol. i miss my bed... i miss bendannnnn...

Our storyboooook.♥

2010-09-14T12:57:00.006+08:00

lalala~

jus a random post to udate my blog. hahaa. =) today only tues sia. i tot was wed le. =/ anw. sat still need to work. but after work goin gin's son-gavin's birthday. hahaa. last seen him was like more than a year ago sia. i dont think he rmb that i've ever carried him too. =/ LOL!

&&&. baobeii will be bring her little princess-xuanxuan along. ^^ YEAHHH~ didnt get to see her lor. finally got chance to see her in real. hehee. i see all the pics of her looks soooo cute. =D

Ugly cupcake bully Cute muffin!!!

2010-09-09T10:53:00.003+08:00

kope this cute pic from jiejie de blog.

the poor muffin so poor thing lor. those tears in the eyes make it look soooo freaking cute!!! That stupid pink cupcake with those purple eyeshadow and a mole near the eyes, with those thick lips thinks she look pretty like tat. *puke* so guailan. hahah!! Bully the cute little muffin. anw. cute = ugly but adorable mahh! LOL! later bendan see my post will sure say . aiyo. only drawing why i like tat sia. hahaa.

lalala~ my blog lehhhhhhh~ cannot isit bendannnnnnnnn!!!!! =P

OUR SISTERSHIP

2010-09-07T10:13:00.014+08:00

helloooo people. *talking to myself again*

ytd finally manage to meet my dearest mei after like so freaking long. Miss her like hell lorrr!!! =/ hahaa. ytd met her at tamp after i ended work. we went walked ard abit then crapped and gossiped lots of stuffs. hehee. Really missed those time we always slack out doin nothing but zi lian. LOL!! find one day we do it again k?

Mei. quick go write in to complain. but pls take note of your grammar and sentence structure cos i told him you will write in. he said. ok. i will check her grammars and everything see she pass not. LOL

Our Sistership is turning 3years le.

and it's still counting!!! =D

i love you graceeeeeee. •.♥.•

THIS IS THE FIRST PHOTO WE TOOK!!!!!!!

*found it in friendster. LOL!*

i love my bendan toooo~

last time de photossss~

2010-09-03T10:13:00.014+08:00

Jus a very random post of those old old photos with my exentions that i like. hehee. if you dont wanna see them. you can always jus click the red [X] button at the right hand corner and off you goooo. =) im blogging during office hour again. hahaa. lucky my office de colleagues dont have the link to my blog. heheee. =)

i miss my acrylic nails.
but.....
i miss my extentions MOREEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm. now im saving up to go extend again. hehee.

2010-09-01T10:52:00.007+08:00

Happy 5th month anniversary bendan~

Although only our 5th month but i still feel like we are tgt for very long. hahaa. maybe cos we will always meet each other everyday. ^^ hmmm. i know you this 'stupid big egg' dont really bother abt monthly anniversary de lor. but i jus feel like having a post abt it. anw. this is MY blog i can post anything i want. Lalala~

Bendan ar. dont bully me so much k? cos only i can bully bendan. hahahahahaha~ =P

Baichi ℒℴvℯ Bendan

2010-08-27T13:07:00.003+08:00

finally after this looooooong and tiring week. It's FRIDAY~~~ and i dont have to work this sat. HAHAHAHA~ super happy!!!! this week was a tiring week for me. even bendan also can tell cos he's giving me morning calls every morning. mon - he call i jiu wake up go prepare. tues- he call i nua abit on bed den go prepare. wed - nua abit longer. thurs - went back to sleep on mummy bed when waiting for heater. today - totally cant hear bendan's call. he have to call the 4th time den i woke up to ans the call. not only tat. after i ans. i went back to sleep! zzzzz.

LOL! lucky still manage to meet bendan before going work. =) Anw. still have 4 more hrs then jiu end work lorrr. jiu will be able to spend more time with bendan. =D cos bendan start sch le. everyday i have to go home earlier so tat he can go sleep early. we can only have late nights on weekend. hahaa.

shall shop here.

which colour to choose... hmmmm.

2010-08-24T13:52:00.003+08:00

my dream phone!!! going change to this phone real soooon. =D

but...

which colour should i choose?? =/

FCUKKKK

2010-08-20T13:10:00.005+08:00

today a stupid bloody bitch called. waste my time. scold me when its not my fault at all. she wan to see a Senior doc today. but her doc in charge is now leave. so we told her if she insist it will be under new case. at first she ok. then after tat call back keep saying not fair all those shit! jus becos she dont wan to pay $92.. LOL lorrrrrr! she call to make noise scold ppl. and make me cry. =X

curse her get strike by lightning.
get knock by truck
may all the horrible things will all happen to her!!!!!!
*im evil. i know. who ask her scold me and make me cry??!!!!*
humph!!!!!!!!

anw.
my head leader know i cry.
gave me this mentos to cheer me up. =D

2010-08-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

Piglet : How do you spell love?

Pooh : You don't spell it...you feel it.

what a day. =/

2010-08-10T21:15:00.006+08:00

lalala~

if i didnt rmb wrongly.

this is the first time i blog at bendan's hse.

hahaa

now my bendan is sleepin soundly on his bed.

so here i am to post a very short post.

it was a busy day today.

have quite a few irritating caller.

demanding for a nearest date as if they own the hospital.

when we cant give them what they wan.

we are in wrong.

what is wrong woth this people??!!!!

LOL

but what to do.

there are jus this kind of people living in the world with us.

DEMANDING people.

hahaa.

okkk.

gonna wake my piggy bendan up.

will update soon. =)

just trying out the colours. =D

2010-08-05T13:03:00.009+08:00

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did this during work time.

took me 2 hours to complete this.

cos i can only continue when there's no calls or when the patient is sharing their old grandmother/father stories. LOL

2010-08-02T13:29:00.005+08:00

ytd went to resort world sentosa with bendan. ♥

was raining so not much pic taken. =(

anw.

didnt manage to upload ytd de pic here.

cos the line is quite busy today.

keep ringing. =x=

then the ppl who call keep talking for more than 15mins.

pls check it out in my fb. ^^

LOL

anw.

here are some drawings i drew when i was free. =)

i miss my bendannnnnn ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-07-28T09:04:00.002+08:00

RAWR~~~~~~

2010-07-26T16:06:00.003+08:00

pooh so cute!!!

hahaa.

pooh: 'im taller than you, piglet.'

tigger: ' im taller than you, eeyore.'

both show off.

HAHAHAHA~~

today im bored at work.

tats why can blog.

hahaa.

2010-07-23T11:56:00.002+08:00

have been working for like goin 3wks le.

ytd was the first time i ans calls.

ytd only one call.

den today till now 3 calls.

it sucks!!!

i cant speak fluently.

*ANGRY!!!!!!!!*

anw.

im getting fatter and fatter. =(

HOW HOW HOW ?????????!!!!!

2010-07-13T12:56:00.001+08:00

im blogging this post in the office.

LOL

nothing much la.

jus wan my blog alive. =)

lunch break ending soon le.

gonna start work soon.

looking forwar to 5pm.

hehee.

i love you my bendan.

2010-06-29T21:33:00.005+08:00

OMG~~~~~~

im crazy over Scottish Fold -> ( its a cat breed)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhnreMVg3hw&feature=related

this is only one of it.

go and check it out.

freaking cuteee!!!

2010-06-25T15:00:00.001+08:00

im back to my blog.

21 days since i last blog. LOL

anw.

no one will come and read.

so i shall jus come back here to say.

this blog is not dead yet.

jus tat not much time for me to blog.

&&&.

i found a job le.

now waiting to sign the contract. =)

will blog again when there are photos. =)

2010-06-04T01:57:00.005+08:00

lalala~
here are four SUPER CUTE photos of my BENDAN!
i used my rubberband to tie bendan's hair.
asked bendan to pose.
hahahaha~

2010-06-03T02:44:00.011+08:00

haven been updating my blog.

cos i cant upload pic. =/

ok.

here are some of the cooking session de photos.

i was in bendan's shirt.

cos i dont wan dirty my dress.

HAHAHAHA~

IF YOU DONT LIKE MY ATTITUDE.

DIAL : 1800 - EAT SHIT. =P

this is the end product.

althought i cooked most of them.

here are some evidence that bendan really did help out.

bendan's fav pose! LOL

bendan took it when i was washing things.

偷拍~!!~!!~!!~!!~!!~!!~!!~!!

MY FAVOURITE - SOTONG BALLS!!!!

2010-05-25T02:06:00.012+08:00

this is my beloved bendan.

took all this pic on my birthday.

not much talking will be done here.

anyway.

the next post will be on the cooking session. =)

love all this neoprint. ♥

my zi-lian session! =P

2010-05-18T01:52:00.006+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to Myself!!

another year older le. 0.o

looking forward to tml.

cos my stupidboy gonna cook for me sia.

jus now we went to get all the things he wan to cook.

den when stupidboy's mummy saw

this is what they said.

mummy : why buy so many things.

stupidboy : tml cook de.

mummy : huh? you goin to cook ar?

stupidboy : ya.

then his mummy kept laughing.

then i found out.

he dont cook at all. other than maggie mee.

wahhh. touched sia.

stupidboy cooking for me tml.

hmmm.

should i eat some gastric medicine beforehand?

and

hope tml i wont end up in hospital

due to food posioning.

LOL!!!!!!

just kidding la my dear boy.

even after eating will die i also dont mind.

cos you will be eating too.

so lets die tgt~~~~

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

sound so 肉麻

eeeeeeeee~ =P

winnie wants you in her life

dont ever leave me.

jus like what you promised me.

i love you. Eugene yeo.

2010-05-13T01:40:00.006+08:00

here is another update of my life.

another 5 days and im turning 21.

how fast can life goes?

lets count down. =)

look at the pic below.

he is the love of my life.

my stupidboy

can you imagine how fun and crazy can our days be.

jus look at him.

he is as cute as casper.

LOL!

im glad he came into my life.

will love him as much as he love me!

jus a few pic today.

winnie爱eugene

2010-05-13T01:18:00.005+08:00

this is casper.
isnt he cute?
but he is camera shy.
everytime see stupidboy wan to take his pic.
he will run and hide under the bed.
so cuteeeee lor.

2010-05-06T02:56:00.003+08:00

winnie is sick.

but still alive. =D

cos her stupidboy is taking good care of her.

forcing her drink lots of water.

making sure she have her meals.

hahaa.

thanks my dear stupidboy!

but.

now stupidboy is also sick.

think i spread it to him. =x

sorry bendan.

make you suffer with me too. =(

we have to get well soon tgt. ^^

i love you!

2010-05-06T02:16:00.037+08:00

finally im willing to sit here to upload all the photos

from my phone to my blog.

seriously i think there isnt anyone coming to my blog and read.

so i wont bother to write long stories here.

hahaa.

i will jus flood my blog with photos taken with my stupidboy~

this are taken on 22.o4.1o

went vivo. =D

this are taken on 20.o4.1o
was at marina square.

this are taken on 16.o4.1o

cant rmb wheret we went.

but i rmb we went clarke quay to drink.

tat was the first time i tried 'flaming lamborghini'

not bad. the feeling of it quite nice. =)

shall update more when free.

tata~

Having you in my life.. Makes everything so special & beautiful..

I love you! ♥

2010-04-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

almost a wk didnt update my blog le.

so now im here to clear my spider webs. =P

have been goin out/ goin work with my ♥stupidboy everyday.

really enjoy all the time we spend 2gether.

sometimes i really feel tat both of us are different from other couples.

other couples will always call each other sweet nicks like baby/dear all those right?

but.

we always call each other

stupid/bendan/e-diot [him]

baichi/wi-diot [me]

hahaa.

i know we are the weird kind. =D

who cares.

we are the one in love also not them.

hehee ^^

my stupidboy very cute lor.

you see the photo above?

i take de lor.

my stupidboy was wearing his hoodie

den i went to put the pooh in the hood there.

den he carry it ard the mall

everyone was looking at him lor.

very cute lor.

both the pooh and my stupidboy!♥

2010-04-16T01:14:00.031+08:00

lalala~

time to update my blog abit. =)

today. my stupidboy specially wake up early

even though we slept ard 4++am

jus to peii me go for a lecture session.

so sweet of him right~ *lovesss*

lucky i have my stupidboy with me.

he help me took down notes.

thanks stupidboy. ♥

after everything ended.

we walked ard bugis cos no where to go.

after tat we went tamp mall.

saw a pair of heels im interested in.

might be thinking of getting. =P

hehee.

today my stupidboy energy low.

so didnt walked ard much at tamp mall.

we were like so freaking bored but tired

so we went to take mrt from expo to airport.

to and fro.

i know we are lame.

lalala~

this pic cute right?

kope from my work place de. hehee.

drawn on my stupidboy's hand. =D

wi-diot and e-diot

winnie. stupidgirl and gene. stupidboy

this are the pic we took in mrt!

look at my stupidboy's bird face!

LOL!

BITE stupidboy's tongue!!!!!!

took on wed.
we went airport to slack. =)

ʇɥƃıu ןןɐ 'noʎ 'ǝɯ 'ǝɯ 'noʎ 'noʎ 'ǝɯ s,ʇı ǝsnɐɔ

i love you!

2010-04-13T15:30:00.014+08:00

here are some overdue pic i left in my phone.
there are a few more with stupidboy.

bully my stupidboy! =P

2010-04-02T02:42:00.002+08:00

jus a short post.
cos suddenly feel like blogging. =D
im goin to change blogskin soon. ^^

now on the phone with my stupid boy♥
i know he is tired le. cos he didnt got the chance to nap today
but still wan peii me till i go sleep. hehee.
thanks my stupid baby♥

lalala~

lovessss! ♥

2010-03-20T14:56:00.002+08:00

ytd was a fun night at st.james ph.

alot of xuan's frens.

felt abit weird at the beginning.

but after mixing ard. felt better. =D

the photos are with xuan.

have to wait for her to upload.

stay tune~

*ytd i dance sia.

OMG lor!!!

2010-03-17T00:50:00.017+08:00

went out with jiejie.
here are the photos we took. =)
it have been so long since we took photos tgt le.
hahaax.

reflections~

the sister love that no one cant replace. =D

2010-03-17T00:14:00.005+08:00

here are some of the pic we took at butterfac.
cos quite alot is cmi de.
so i wont be uploading them. =P
lalala~

2010-03-15T01:13:00.022+08:00

quite a long post of photos today.
here are the pic we took at Nana. =D

me gone le. doin crazy things le. ==

STUPID DANNY AND EUGENE!